You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul
You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul

It’s the late night tying to keep outta sight
From the streets’ harsh reality by sitting here
Stabilize my own mentality and fear
Of you appearing as it only perks
The anxiety, oh how this mind jerks
Thinking of the quirks I loved
Trying to outshine times when you push and shoved

Nadine was the name when it appeared
A kaiju being come to fruition when it reared
Its ugly head, yet it was only grand in bed
Private practices of different positions
Natty Neidhart when it came to submissions
Took advantage of the nocturnal inhibitions
In between my gestures of romance on a roll

You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul
You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul

Darken hallways are a grim reminder
Being driven to death with her dragging me behind her
The balcony was her home, star above kept her alone
A phantom haunted her, paid out of pocket to confront him
Got you held on tightly on his whim
Got her away from the nightmare of scars
She got as a therapeutic lab rat
Making a controller out of her, she’s a Mad Cat

Even if you took out my lungs and clogged my artery
To keep me from beating on and on by doing only me
I dreamed of your true name I sought
That nerd gal pal with happiness always a thought
Because I love you and missed you, as you see, past tense
You’re gone with the tide, you no longer take control
Her actions aren’t part of my toll

You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul
You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul

I scream when I hear your name
Internally though as not to show
The pain and shit
A coronary can come just from
Seeing your eyes
All those times
They remain in rhyme
I remember them all

You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul
You are chaos, a symptom you can’t control
I’ve met the monster, the beast within your soul

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